Greetings! Today was a relaxed and some what busy but not productive day. I mentioned yesterday that I got a gang of sleep and today I also got a gang of sleep. I slept in until roughly 10AM, made my way to Walmart for a few things and came back home. By 3pm believe it or not I was ready to lay it back down. I thought it was way later in the day than it was. Instead though, I found something for me and the girls to do.
If you’ve been watching me on YouTube you might know that every since my sister died I’ve been feeling like I am looking real aged in the face. Like the whole entire situation put 10 years on me. So, I decided to invest in a little skin care. The thing about having a skin care routine for me is that -it’s a routine. I don’t adhere well to those but, I’m actively trying to change myself and my life. I’m trying to prove to myself I can commit. That’s why I’m doing blogtober and vlogtober.
Anyways, I got something for each step of a daily skin care routine and I’m going to see if it helps me look and feel rejuvenated. Or at the very least not as bad as I’ve been feeling. There are other things I’ve been doing too like drinking my coffee black in the hopes that the less sugar I ingest the better I’ll be. I’m sure there’s some kind of science behind it.
I even got myself a new curling iron and a new razor. I’m really trying my best to be the best me I can be. Honestly, my sister dying is has put me on a path of desperation. I used to be okay with myself and my life and dealing with everything that I’ve ever had to deal with because I had her. My emotional support sister lol but without her, I can’t deal. I HAVE to do something. I have to keep busy. There’s no space to slack because if I let myself go even a little I’ll be gone for good. I feel like I could lose myself to this whole thing. That if I let it it’ll swallow me up.
Well, I didn’t really want to go too much into my current state of despair, so let’s move on. I bought a curling iron and a billie razor that glows in the dark. Not sure why a razor needs to glow in the dark but it was purple so I got it. Tonight I will take a bath and shave and then moisturize real good, lay in bed and then get some good sleep. I’m going to get all the good sleep I can get.
Especially since we went out to a haunted house in the area today. The city was putting on a Halloween Bash and since I didn’t want to lay around the house we went! It was so fun, I did a bad job of video taping the haunted house because I cut off the recording being scared. I’m not a big fan of haunted houses I only do them for the kids.
Tomorrow I’ll be adding it into my Youtube video so be on the lookout for it! As for today ya girl IS super tired now and that bath is calling my name. I’m going to clean up the bathroom first though because we left it a mess in our rush and I need to put my new products up! I’m so excited to try out a new routine for myself. I’ll probably wash and curl my hair tomorrow.
Anyways, nice talking!