Its Vlogtober Day 2 and believe it or not, I didn’t think I’d make it. I had a long day full of errands, emotions and a Walgreens fail. Plus, my computer is running super slow so when I finally finished editing my video it took over an hour to download to my computer but only 5 minutes to upload to Youtube. It’s currently 11:35PM and we just FINISHED uploading. Mind you I woke up at 4AM.
Vlogtober is truly a challenge and if you love living on the edge I definitely suggest it. For all my true adrenaline junkies through trying to do blogtober too. Speaking of that reminds me, I didn’t participate in Baketober but that’s okay I hadn’t planned on doing it tomorrow or Saturday anyways. I’ll jump back into that and maybe limit myself to two uploads a week about baking.
In the meantime, today was emotional! Ugh! I wish I felt like I could effectively write about the depth of sadness I feel. It gets real strong while I’m trying to handle business about my sister. Like in Hobby Lobby while I was choosing a charm for a keychain I want to make to represent her. I just wanted to cry. When I picked up the frame for her picture I’m displaying next to the urn I felt like someone was just punching me in the gut. All the Christmas stuff in the store that usual excites me didn’t do anything for me at all.
Then of course there was the incident at Walgreens that really pissed me off. Thankfully, I was able to walk out before I got too upset. You know sometimes it’s super easy for pain to turn into anger. Those poor workers are likely going through their own thing, hearing my sh*t wasn’t necessary.
Anyways catch the vlog below and be sure to check me out on tiktok for live updates!
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