Every time I open my mouth and make a plan it doesn’t happen. I sat here this morning and said on video I’d be home all day working on my blog. Instead, I was in town all day fighting for the car dealership to honor their agreement with me. Mind you, I think they played in my face because the warning that pops up on my car is still popping up.
REGARDLESS! I decided I should go on ahead and stop speaking on what I’m going to do because it seems like that’s just not going to happen. And this isn’t even new. I realized that at the beginning of last month when I was late paying rent. After paying my landlord I said “I won’t be late next month” and it turns out I WAS!
But, I think there’s a lesson here that I might have missed.
The lesson being two actually…
1.) God decides
2.) Watch who you tell your plans to
For number 1, God decides it’s true that he does set us on our path and guide our way. If our plan isn’t his plan then its not the plan. Yes, we have choices but I’m not getting into all that. I’m just talking surface level here. If this Sunday I wasn’t meant to sit at home and fix my blog then that’s just not what was supposed to happen. I was guided to my mother in laws house. Which really wasn’t so bad.
Secondly, “watch who you tell” -I’m no telling anyone but my camera but, I have felt like the universe is conspiring against me lately. You know, something in the stars. But, I also understand that it’s kind of crazy to really think that. But we’ve all heard about not telling people what you have going on because they might be praying against you.
Really, it’s not that deep. I think because so much has been happening this year I’m just lost in a jumble. And when you aren’t right, the world around you isn’t right. It’s like trying to be productive but your disk is cluttered with years worth of paperwork that’s not organized.
I’m not sure, all I’m saying it I think I’m going to go ahead and keep my mouth shut. Or just start lying -confuse the enemy lol. I mean afterall the vlog if for entertainment and I don’t blog until the end of the day (for blogtober anyway.) I’ll see how stuff starts working out for me once I do that.
Anyways! Talk soon!